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"one last breath, this voice is drowning in eternity."
❥AHYAN:D
Unpredictable Missy
♠ Sweet 16 ♠
♪ 12 March Baby ♪
★ North View-an / YTzen ★
Unsophisticated Secrets
Desires ♥
Ask & I May Give.
Lovedd ♥
If You Ever Lay Your Hands On Them , Prepare To Say Goodbye !
AhJuN ♥ myLOVE
ADELINE honeyy兔兔
ALVIN korkor老公
ALWIN gan爱爱老公
AMELIA choco妹妹
AMELIA lollipop妹妹
CALEB carrot亲爱
CHERYL cherry笑容
CHERYL twinneh妹妹
CHIEWKEI sweet妹妹
CLARRISA cute亲爱
DAIJUN choco女儿
DALTON durian哥哥
DAMIEN bignoodles表弟
DARREN nanny鸦鸦
DEREK daddy宝贝
EDWIN weirdo顾问
EILEEN blur女儿
ELIZABETH nemesis亲亲
EVE chiobu妈妈
GABRIEL belovedd弟弟
HAZEL shagua女子
HERI belovedd儿子
HUILING bunny学姐
HUIN sweety王后
HWEELING soul妹妹
JESSLYN belovedd老婆
JOANNA sweet竹竿
JOANNA itachi姑娘
JOEL carinq糖糖
JOHN mia哥哥
JOSHIE momo宝贝儿
JUSTIN mia阿公
KAIYI baka女儿
KEVIN toot爸爸
KRYSTAL hi5妹妹
LEEYIN clone甜甜
LICHONG belovedd爱人
LING honeyy女儿
LYNN cool女儿
MEIFEI bearyy妹妹
MEILI twinneh妹妹
MINGKIT greentea怪人
NICHOLAS everlastinq阿公
NICHOLAS bakaoctopusGAN老公
NICOLE smiley甜甜
NORVIN magical乖乖
ORIBELLE oreo王妃
PRISCILLA belovedd妹妹
REBECCA sand妹妹
REBECCA spongebob妹妹
REBECCA caring姐妹
RICHARD baby奶爸
RICKY vampire哥哥
SABRINA crybaby女儿
SHARON snowman阿妈
SHAWN bearyy爱爱
SHAWN greentea亲亲
SHEENA hyper妹妹
SHERMAN solar北极熊
SHIRLEY lesles姐姐
SHUHUI goodies表姐
SHUTING lover情侣
RUHUI goodies表姐
TRINA les爱人
VANESSA princess女儿
VIN supportive朋友
WEECHIEN teddy女子
WENDY pokey饿饿
XINYU fishy老婆
YURONG blur哥哥
ZHIXIONG emo弟弟
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❥AHYAN Writes:
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The pain of your heart
And the pain of your mind
Can never be the same.
Your mind's indifference to pain
Is the real proof.
Your heart's acceptance of pain
Is the real proof.
The difference between heart-pain
And mind-pain is this:
Mind-pain escapes from the body's cage,
Heart-pain lingers in reality's life.
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Im worried about you, because I care.
You were the one, who was there for me,
When im blinded with fear
Whenever u are there,things will be ok.
I'll be with you forever, in what ever you do,
I'll always be here looking after you.
I feel your tears when you cry, 
I feel your every emotions.
We are e sotonqs, that only have one another
Do not fear for this is forever,
This relationship is ours and it can never be severed.
You're a strong one, but i m nt,
maybe we r born to help one another out
Just always remember Im in your heart,
Your in mine too, we'll never be apart.
I'll try and help you not be sadder,
I love you so much, that's all that matters.
When u were around
My days really brightened,
But now u r no where to be found
I am sad n frightened.....
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Idk y n oso dunno hw...i jus feel v weird 2day.... neither sad nor happy..... its like dere is mixed feelings.... i oso dunno y.... maybe my illness gt to my head or sth ba..... i bcum indifferent somehw.....ev1 told me i changed alot....i oso duno whr.... recently....things did nt realli go as wad i expected..... quarrels, punishments, beatings..... haix.....my world is jus revolving arnd it...oso dunno y....jus cant be like last time....
Guess the verse "Happy Tings Will Nt Last Long....1 Day It Will Become Part of Ur History N Memory" is really true.... so ya....i mus learn to cherish tings before i could no longer ve them....
Jus Hope Tt I Ve Nt Bcum Any1's Burden or Sth Liddat....Studies~~~ Even Worse....i ve nt been doin well for it..... failin tis n that.....it seems like i m no longer myself..... i lost all e confidence i use to ve..... Nw Even my chers ask me r u sure u cn cope? they even doubt my capability..... i really dunno how n y..... evting in my life is turning arnd jus like e globe.....can any1 tell me wad i shud do? im really lost..... oh father~~~ im sry i made so much mistakes....nw i really dun knw wad to do... pls lead me back to ur warm embrace..... |
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| Have Nt been bloggin for sometimes.... quite tired frm sch~~~~ stressful too..... chers all chiong to complete e syllabus...... den kp sick sick sick.....no mood liao...... esp durin yst e speech day..... its supposed to be an impt event...but sum ppl jus cant tink..... generate noises...makin sound pollution.....cant even sit dwn to enjoy e piano pieces....grrrrrrr..... |
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| if wishes were stars, there will be no night~~~ |
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When i am down and depressed
You step in to give me hope.....
You said i am not what
the world thinK i am
And I Believe in u....
I Look Upon My Life
With A Different View
I Thought I Could Brighten Ur Life
But It Wasn't Really True....
I thought u would react differently
I thought u would be happy
I thought i really could
bring u out of misery....
However
Time n time again
It only reminds me
That i have once again
Cause someone pain...
Am I Really Naive?
Or Am I Just Stupid?
To Believe That
I Actually
Can Make Someone Happy
A piece of junk
Is always a piece of junk
Rubbish will always be rubbish
No matter how hard u try
They will never ever change
Just like a leopard
Who never change its spots
Guess im just as
Uselesss as what e world thinks
Im just adding sufferings
To people's misery
To all that care n love me,
I ve only 1 thing to say...
Stayin by my side
Is nt an easy
Task or game
Cause i may hurt u
So deeply....
That u may never stand up again....
I can be like the pricks of a rose
Or the thorns of a cactus.....
Or even the spikes of a durian
So I Beseech you to
think carefully
whether to stay at ur own risk
or leave wid safety
I really dun wanna see
people gettin hurt or sad
bcus of me....
Im Really Grateful To U All
For Showerin Me Wid Lots Of Warmth
And Care...N Oso Letting Me
Experience The Love That I Never Deserve
There is nth i cn do to show my appreciation
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its been quite sometimes since i last posted.... quite a lot of things had happened~~~
hahah......i really ve seen "the world", thou it may look attractive and good and warm....but its just a shelll....empty shell.... the inner self is soooo cooold, so cruel & harsh so heartless..... hahah.... yeap...its the truth.....
idk y suddenly i came out wid tis toopid poem....or rather reflection...xD
Life Is Full 0f Ups & Downs
Just Like A Roller Coaster Ride
Those Who Enjoy
Benefit From It
Those Who Don't
Will Suffer
Life Is Like A Dream
Sometimes Sweet & Sometimes Scary
Like Miracles & Tragedies
In Fairy Tales & Horror Stories
However This Ride & Dream Will Come To An End,
Whether U Like It Anot.....
So Cherish It When U Still Can
Make It Ur Best Piece Of Memories
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All I Can Say Is Sry!!!~~~~ There Is Nothing Else I Can Do....是我对不起你。。。 |
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| Haiz.....today wake up @@.....to worsen e situation i got runs........ today still got hypo syndrome...almost fainted......haiz....y m i so weak??!!~~~ so sick!!~~~ everyday gotta make friends wid e enemy of all children "NEEDLES!!!~~~" its already so painful to suffer physically....now still have to poke myself everyday....now even mentally oso unstable le...... see him liddat,im hartbroken..... i really m lost...i dunno what to do??!!~~~ i dun dare tell him cus......im afraid...i dun wanna wry him...... cus yst he jus told me.... making u happy is my everyday aim.... i really dun wan to see him sad..... now he is lookin for me n i dunno how to answer him... i dun wanna expose my sad side to him.... i jus wan him happy... |
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I Waited Sooo Long for ur reply....n u told me u ve nth to say to me??!!~~~ im so hurt....i knw my reply is short but its cus i dun feel well....cant type as much..... y r u so cold to me??!!~~~
is it bcus of sch or ur other complicated relationship??!!~~
im lost...i really dunno what to do.....but ill keep to my promise de..... nvr say a word :X
tc le laogong...rem u will always ve an extra pairs of ears...extra pair of hands.....extra soul n extra <33>
whenever u nid it, u cn use it..... ily n really miss u badly laogong....T_T
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Honeymoon...Honeymoon....Hahahah... x33 u more n more each day laogong <33 u say tis ring is for me for our anni....still ask nice anot.... well its not nice...its PERFECT.....i dun like it...I LOVE IT...wakakakz....ily laogong ^3^ 4eva ur piggie laopo :D |
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| i x33 u dear dear laogong ^3^ |
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so happy ^^ we had our 2nd x33 party....laogong i hope that our love will be the same as x33 party...upgrading each day WO AI NI LAOGONG!!~~~ ^3^ |
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| 做我的朋友已经很痛苦了。。。何况是我的爱人。。。。你还想要留在我身边照顾我吗？ |
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| i dun wan to lose any1 anymore |
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| ~*自从你说我爱你以后，我已经不懂得如何自己走这漫长的路了*~ |
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我不知道发生什么事。。。问你你又说没事。。。突然来跟我说“傻瓜一定要学习照顾自己。。”还说：“等到有一天我没办法，需要离开你时，你怎么办？” 你在暗示我什么吗？
还说会有人照顾我。。。。 难道你对我的承诺。。全都是骗局吗？你说好的。。。什么都要一起做。。。不关什么事都会一起度过。。。但是现在呢？你这个样子，我心很痛。。。你知道吗？你现在还和我说当你需要我的时候，随时找我。。。 还一直 :D 到底发生了什么事？你好想变了一个人似的。。。是因为我吗？
还是你想离开我？如果是的话，直接说，我能接受的。。。我会离得远远的。。。不再烦你。。。我现在已经家不成家了。。。没人依靠了。。。唯一信靠的是你。。。我不想连你都难过。。。跟在我身边的人，没有一个有好的下场。。。。一个一个的都失魂落魄。。。
我不是好人。。。是坏蛋。。。是丑恶的。。。选择离开我是明确的。。。 希望你会快乐。。。这阵子麻烦你了。。。你要好好照顾自己。。我不曾后悔爱过你。。。前世，今世，下下辈子都会爱着你守护你。。。。
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나는있다 당신의 돛을 채우는 바람, 있다 당신의 베일을 드는 손, 있다 당신의 조수를… 이동하는 달 원한다 당신의 눈에서 오르는 태양은, 빛 당신이 꿈꾸고 있는 모두, 당신 위로, 그리고 좀더… 불꽃있다 순전히 나가 당신의 모두이고 싶은 더 많은 것! 나는 당신이 분실되게 얻을 경우 당신이 첫번째 사물, 나 간직할 것이다 당신의 낱말을, 나 완료할 것이다 당신의 생각을, 나 일 것이다 당신의 나침의일 것이다. |
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私はであるあなたの帆を満たす風、
である あなたのベールを持ち上げる手、
である あなたの潮を…
動かす月ほしい あなたの目で上がる太陽は ライトずっとあなたが夢を見ている すべて、
およびもっと…
火花である そんなに私が あなたのす
てでありたいと思う多く!
私は道に迷う場合あなたが見る
最初の事、
私大事にするあなたの単語を、
私終える あなたの思考を、
私であるあなたのコンパスである。
I wan 2b e wind tt fills ur sail,
B e hand tt lifts ur veil,
B e moon tt moves ur tides...
E sun comin up in ur eyes,
B e spark tt lights u up,
All tt u ve been dreamin of,
N mre ...
So much mre I wanna be ur
EVERTHING!
I'ill be the 1st ting u see,
I'ill cherish ur words,
I'ill finish your tots,
I'ill be ur pillar
I'll be ur compass when you are lost.
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This Is Our Guild Photo...Wakakakz... Can U Spot Me N My Laogong? O.O |
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Laogong Iは知らせたほしい私はあなたのためにここに常にいる ツ (Laogong I Want You To Know I Will Always Be Here For You ツ) 悪い生命がいかにそうかもしれないかそれにもかかわらず,私達をそれを一緒に克服することを許可しなさい ツ(Regardless How Bad Life May Be,Let Us Overcome It Together ツ ) 私達をこの世界ほとんどの嬉しい夫 および妻で最も幸せ、最も幸せが あるために作ることを許可しなさい ツ（让我们做这世上最甜蜜，最 幸福，最快乐的夫妻吧ツ） |
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 爱情是握在手中的细沙，只要稍微不留神也许就从指缝中溜走。 当在抓起另一把沙时， 感觉已不如从前。
好好的维系这份感情， 总比失去后觉得遗憾来得有意义。 |
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 我不想你在我面前假装快乐。。。你不觉得这样做很痛苦吗？在我面前你不须逞强，要哭就哭，要笑就笑，要叫就叫，要骂就骂。。。不用带上面具。。我希望你会“真心”快乐。。。。如果你的快乐只是假装出来的，那么。。。。。你也别希望我快乐了。。。。心痛心痛
我能明白你的感受。。。当身旁的人一直不快乐，你会觉得自己很失败。。我也是受害者。。。但是如果你尽力“真心”快乐起来，他们也自然而然感受到你的快乐而开心起来。。。。 昨天就知道你有古怪。。。问你你又不说。。。看来你真的无法和我坦承吧？哈哈。。。。 我是个不可靠的小女孩。。。。 |
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| Thx 4 all ur prezzie n wishes yst... im really happy n grateful..... Especially laogong...u ve made me really glad yst... muacks<3 |
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| Wednesday, March 12, 2008 |
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你知道吗。。。看到你那个样子，我的心很痛很痛。。。。但是我又无能为力。。。我只想要你快乐。。。。可是我还是办不到。。。。每天你都会伤心，难过。。。。难道快乐就那么难吗？
现在是我应该有三个生日愿望吧？我希望在我身旁的人全都能快乐起来特别是你老公。。。你们要我快乐，但是我办不到。。。。如果我身旁的人一个一个的活在悲伤中，那我又怎能笑起来呢？ |
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我又不懂再发什么神经了。。。他已经那么伤心了。。。我却那样对待他。。对不起老公。。在你伤心时，我只刺激你，没有关心你。。。很没用吧？我知道你不喜欢我说我没用。。。但是这是事实。。。
我对你慢慢的冷淡。。。好像陌生人是的。。。我真的不想这样。。。。我好乱，迷了路。。。怎么美好的时光那么短暂而不愉快的时光却那么漫长，接二连三的来呢？我真的不想要你为了我而那么伤心，难过。。。。
糊涂的小女孩只想要小男孩快乐。。。。有那么难吗？ |
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| 过了三年，终于有人记得我的生日了。。。真是谢谢你门，我感到好高兴哦。。。。ツ |
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